Sometimes I listen to audio books To go to sleep Or back to sleep Last night it was The Rig Veda
Commenced to dream Of an Indian man Following me around While I did some editing Getting frustrated At the things He was spouting In my ear
Received wisdom Or irritation
Be the reading.
09/03/2024
No search stork. No maths Raw dogging Wordle daily Consonants and vowels
Best licks behind me Riff needs a resolution Gliss home with grace notes
Small mind lockstep marching Foolish incontinence Consistently choked down Hobgoblins to pursue Shoveled down open gobs Implementing cruel tools Indecent abattoir Foul administration Arbitrary abuse Of once precious power
Swirl, the haiku stork Best stir for morning mind drops arbitrary prompts
So I wrote a haiku this morning to a Bluesky #vss365 prompt of #yearn as I am wont to do daily.
It went like this:
It always seems that No matter how hard I #yearn Affection is spurned
A comment made on that post brought to mind this song by Loudon Wainwright, III
“Unrequited To The Nth Degree”
Oh, when I die and it won’t be long Hey, you’re gonna be sorry that you treated me wrong Yeah, you’re gonna be sorry that you treated me bad Hey, and if there’s an after life I’ll gloat and I’ll be glad
Might be a plane crash, or some sort of OD Hey, there’s going to be a photograph with my obituary You’re gonna see it and you’ll cry You’re gonna wanna wear black Hey, I’ll be dead but you can bet your life, I’m gonna get you back
I’m tired of being left up on your shelf I might not wait around, might kill myself Not only would you miss me, but you’d feel guilty to Oh, I’d be dead but it’d be too late the joke would be on you
Ha ha ha ha, ho ho ho ho Chuckle chuckle chuckle chuckle Snigger snigger snigger snigger Guffaw guffaw guffaw Yuk yuk yuk yuk Ha ha ha ha…
So you better take warning, start treating me good Start doing the things that I think you should And you better not pout and no you better not cry The grim reaper is a-comin’ to town and I just might die
This song reinforces many things for me. From irrational exuberance to unreasonable expectations. From pining for personages out of my league, while not noticing those that would have been a better fit.
Personal life Professional life Business life Financial life Spiritual life
This song also affirms my observations on codependency:
"I wonder if it's true that a buttered slice of toast always lands buttered side down?" She leered back at me over the breakfast table and winked. "Wanna find out?" People our age had no business behaving that way, but we put that mornings inspiration to the test for a spell. Someday I'll Google that question. But I did not then and I will not now. Some mysteries of the universe are left to be explored over and over again. The buttering of the toast can be wonderful and messy. Surprising and surpassing expectations. Not a chore, but a delight. Whether morning or night, my little toaster would often pop up when least expected, delivering a surface for that delicious spread. Toast is fine. But Biscuit was different. Since I've never heard of a buttered biscuit theory I can only imagine you never can know which side a buttered biscuit will land on; so you just have to roll around for bit. Or a bite. Or a bit of a bite. That was the way of the Biscuit.
Biscuit Bolero
Now please pass the toast and for heavens sake be careful.
another day to inflict my predilection for snark on the world
a sudden bout of boisterous behavior ends a long-term friendship
Talking head pungent Sold this President Smile indecent Bought by Pepsodent Current resident Not a proper gent Everywhere he went His welcome was spent With loud vile vent With no precedent Opinions for rent For ratings percent
Zero The numerical expression Of the answer to the question: "Can absence be present And nothingness exist?"